Destiny

I just want to go.. far away from here.. just pick a road and travel to the end of it. I want something new, a new scene, new people, new experiences..

This comfort zone is no longer comfortable, my bed is no longer welcoming, my pillows no longer comforts my head. I lay awake every night, sometimes tossing and turning, this house no longer feels like a home. I have over stayed my welcome.

The skies are grey, colours are dim, the silence is tormenting and there is nothing of my own.
I crave independence, I crave responsibility, I thirst for employment, I thirst for a living. My body wants to be alone, my mind is tired of the pointless chatter. I yurn for a conversation with like minded individuals my age, I crave friendship, I crave a social life. When I chose this life I never thought I'd be choosing prison, no way out, you stay, you cook, you clean, you study, you say please and thank you, you better exercise if you know what's good for you, or else. Church.. No friends allowed, no dating allowed. "we lock the gate at 6 in this house" you better not complain. you better be good. you better pray. you better drive that car where it needs to be driven and you had better be damn happy about it....

The winds of change please blow this way..
ohh destiny, please intervene..