stuck in the middle of a war

I am stuck in the middle..
my allegiances have been properly shown but still I am stuck..

Both sides are right but both are wrong one more than the other. I have made it clear to the one side that I find offence personally in their actions but this side refuses to wave it's white flag.
I know my place, I can't say too much, I can't show too much support for the other side because it could jeopardise my wellbeing. But what is one to do.

Important milestones are being missed. I am missing things I should be there for, because of words that were misplaced.. the inability to keep ones mouth shut is a disadvantage, knowing when not to speak up is a gift, one that is undervalued. I wish I could turn back the time and warn the other side that overstating is never recommended when it comes to this situation. A private life is a happy life and distance provides peace of mind.
I wish I could tell this one side to stop it already, nobody is benefiting from this war..

I wish I could apologise to each side on their behalf, take their proxy and hug it out..
This war is killing innocent souls, souls that had nothing to do with it all.
I hate conflict, I wish we could all just get along..
I hate drama I wish we could all just laugh it out..
I hate this tension..
I wish ego's could be left out of this..
I miss the norm, I miss the happiness, I miss the sunshine.
This war is dark, cold, dry.. the light has been killed it's all dark and gloomy..

I hate this war..
I wish it would end..